today really really boring~

haizz.. ~every sunday morning wake up all family will go out~
just throw me at home ~
me at home just like a dog ~
haizz...~
and i miss my dear so so much~
haizz...
i already change ~
i know my problem already~
i will no say any bad word , dont talk so much , became a positive person , and dont always thing too much ,and dont always say dear will leave me, and dont always use mouth say and no do!!!
i will change my problem i hope dear , sister , brother and my friends u all can give me a chance to change i really change this time , in monday start if i no talk to u all pls dont scold me action ,i just want to try to become a cool person~
and sister i hope u all can see my blog ~
i want in here tell u all sister , sister i will change to become a good person~ really~
trust me~
God will bless all person in the earth~
i love you all~

today is find~

haha~
today is find ~
nth happend~
i feel like God is ans my prayer~
today i feel so happy `
nth happend ~
but something have let me sad~
is about my dear~
this thing only she know~
she know why i today is not happy ~
just not happy is about her~
and today all thing just find~
nth happend ~
i hope my all day can same like this~
but~
i duwant my dear let me sad agian~~~
and just thk God~
God bless my dear and all my friends~

really dont know want to write wad~

haizz...~really sad ~

my dear always gone~ how can i find her~ i very worry about her

always talk with me and then gone ~ and no reply me ~

how can i not worry about her~haizz...

pls la~

dont like this la~

i really sad leh~

today i am add home~

today i at home with my cool daddy God daughter Mayi in home~

and yesturday i did sleep and wait fortoday morning because my dear~

and today morning i just go to walk in my litter carpark and waiting for everybody wake up~

untill 12.00 pm my family member wake up liao~

and then just go out and let me one person at home~

i feel so lonely~

so siezz and just waiting and sms my dear hole day ~ but my dear always gone ~ haizz...

i dont know why she will always gone and i cant find her~

untill 7.00pm my father come back liao~

and he face like very angry ~

and he ask me u want go out with me ?

and i just go out with him and Mayi jieije

and go to permas jaya ~

go to pub~

and just drink in there but i didt drink beer~ haha because i promise God and dear~ i want to become a good boy no haha is good man~

and i just drink cocacola ~

and just sing and play snooker with my dad , untill 2.00 am with just go to my permas jaya home~

and in there i play with my jiejie ~

we two make a movie ~

haha

because when we two go back there very boring just watching movie and have three bee play in to my house and then we two just kill the bee ...

and we two have make a movie~

haha~

and play untill morning 8.00 am my dad take us go to eat brenkfast haha

and eat finish just take ur go back home ~ and start to become a very lonely person~

haizz..

dear a~

when in night i am feel i am sry of u~

evrything i have sms u liao~

i duwant to write in here because wait maybe someone see will say me something bad~

laopo dont leave me ok~?

laogong will love you always ~

and sister ~

u all also dont leave me ok?

when u all free just come to find me pls~

brother go work just go work dont always go out and play la~

already work liao then work hard la~

haizz...

always go play duwant go to work ~

haizz...

just all la~

and i hope my cutie dear and all my friends can always happy~

take care u all~

God blees u all~

today i really boring really really very boring~and i so worry about my dear~

today i am so so so so boring , and i so miss my dear ~

dear a~ where you go ? i cant find u ~ handphone no open , no tell me where you go , where are you ?

i was really worry about u~ pls tell me where are you pls~

how come you always let me worry about you ~

why why why?

i geting crazy now~

i really sad and angry ~

why u always tell me u go out a litter while and then hole day i cant find you~?

why u just cant tell me where u go ?

did you see me worry about u then u will happy ?

in home already alone i feel lonely , but i always think i have you i am not alone ~

but you always let me alone for hole day~

i really sad ~

i hope you can find me ~

God i know i am not alone because you always besite me~

God i hope you can let my dear always happy and let anything bad can leave her alone ~

God pls call holy spirit to help her let my dear have a happy day~

God i love you~

dear i also love you ~

i hope you dont leave me alone~

sister i also love you i hope you all can happy in holeday and if you all boring too pls find me~i really lonely ~

brother i know you all very busy but i hope you all can find some time to find me~

friends ? i dont have friends~so sad ~Eddie Hew dont have any friends~

i am so sad~

God pls help me ~

God i love you~

this two day is so many thing good and bad~

haha~act cute~hehe

all person is angry~

kim small brother ~haha sleep~

playing drum~

playing drum~

turn my body~

i am see something i forget is what liao la~

haha

haizz..~

this 2 day i get many thing in school ~

friday so bad~

in school teacher kelly not at school~

die lo~

everything change~

everybody play hole day~

aiyo~

and just maybe is the last day , so all person play in class~

haha~

and untill finish school i go to kim house ~

and i just go swiming with him~

and just wait untill saturday morning and i go to ear breakfast with kim~

and waiting eric ~

and with go to jasco and see movie ~

and with see teacher sumi~

haha

in cinema have many ppl and with see teacher and call teacher help us buy ticket~

but teacher duwant help me and say "u think very eazy to wait a ' and i very angry and i go call booking number in jasco there i book ticket haha ~

and i go and take ticket and teacher sumi see i take the ticket she just angry haha~

because i action to her haha~

and untill night i go dont know how to say that place ~

and untill finish i just go home~

today i am sick... still get many problem...~Audrey En En dear i miss u so much ~

haizz...why the evil always give ppl problem ~
i hated evil...i want to kill satan~
haizz....
today morning wake up i already sick but i still want to go school...
but when i want go out my house i feel my head so pain and i just sit in the flood ~
and i just go back to my house and i just sleep in my bed ~
and i wake up already 1.00pm and i aceept a phone call is Mark calling me~
and Mark say today i get many problem liao~
and i just go to school ~because i want to see wad happend now~
i will sick just because i get too many problem in my head and i already 1 week no sleep p p ly
so i sick~
and today still come so many problem only wake up and get a phone then the problem is come ~
i want to cry ...and i call pastor Amy to help me and find out now is wad happening and pastor tell me she don't know wad happend and then call me monday go school then talk but i really cant control myself and i just no bath no wash my face and i just go to school~
and when i go to school i see my brother Eric and he just see me only then already talk many problem i feel like in the HELL i really want kill ppl and Eric tell me the problem is about teacher kelly i dont know why teacher Kelly always let me so dissapoitend i already do my best ~
why why why? i so love her but why she want hate me?
i already do my best i want her to love me just like tanrence why~?
why i cant get her heart?
how i want to do ~?>
i so hurt ~
i already get many problem~
my family , my friends , my sister , my brother , my dear . my study ...
why teacher still want give me problem ?
why i do everything is wrong why why why?
i already want to kill myself ...
i so sad when i am sick i just want somebody come to tell me how are u ? how u feel? still ok ?
but this all thing dont have only hear problem and problem and still is PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!
i really want to die but is pastor Amy tell me dont die ~
because this is Evil come to give problem,to let me leave God~
so i just pray to God , and call God help me ~
i feel so sry to teacher Kelly ~ i already change ~
i not the eddie before ~
i alredy is a new kind of Eddie ~
i just want Teacher Kelly to love me ~
and help me in the homework ~
just all ...
and i hope teacher can forgive me when i do everything wrong everything is bad or give them unhappy just forgive ~
i already start to change ~
trust me~
i already change ~ pls help me i already know i am doing the wrong thing ~
pls help me to walk in the right ways~
and friends i also feel sry ~
because i know why u all hate me~
because is my attidu~ i know ~
so i want to change pls give me a chance to let me change ~
i hope i still can friends with u all ~
i love you all~
and i just want have a nice place to stay~
and i love my dear audrey~
i love you so so much~
i am waiting for u~
i love you~
sister , brother friends , family , teacher , pastor Amy i love you all~and my dear audrey too~
and i love so so much is God ~
God i love you . i hope you can know my heart~
God Bless all my sister , brother,family,friends,teacher,and the good good pastor Amy ~

Singapore Trip With Sister , Brother , Daughter , And Son...

jean..~

kim...

Eric sleeping...

jasmine and kim...

eric...

jasmine...

jean...

eric...

jean ...

jasmine...

mc king and Kim...

Eric and Jean want kiss liao haha...kiding kiding..~

john tan...

lai jei chin...

me ...i want to bomb the bus...~haha

keinen...

Kim face like want to die..~

Lydia and Joann..~

Joann...

Lydia and Joann...

me ... gv water to all...~

Lydia eating the burger~

Nicole eating the burger and nigel face is so action...~

two litter kids~

haha face like papaya~haha

jovern joann nicole dorty.~

pastor amy..~

jovern~

haha~me , Lydia and Joann playing this this for a long time~

sister photo~

me and joann~

Lydia and joann~

jovern , lydia,joan,nicole~

joann~

haha...today is happy ...

because can go out with sister ,brother,daughter,son.

haha...today i morning wake up , i just feel the day is happy , thk God .

when i wake up i just go to bath,and i was waiting Eric mum come and take me go school.

when we go school i was just waiting for all sister ,son and daughter .

and waiting for the bus come...

untill 8.00 am the bus is coming ~

haha

and we all just wait in school because teacher want to check all ppl got come anot~

untill 8.30 we all when into bus and teacher is start to praying the trip can nothing happend just be happy in the trip ...

and finish the praying and the bus start to go...

haha,everyone is so happy in the bus all ppl is taking just like a super maket haha.

and untill 10.00 am we are in singapore ...

and untill 11.37 am we was in the sc central...

and the first place we go is the divici ...

i was so happy can see all the thing i just want to stay in there,but the teacher dont gv ....

haizz.. feel sad, but nvm .

and we all going a place to eat and buy mcdonal haha...

and untill finish eating and we go to the imax movie haha is so boring everyone go there is just sleep ....

haha

and untill finish and we going to sc central haha...

there is so many thing haha...
happy to see all the thing in there...

and finish in there we are going to snow city haha...

in there we are playing ...

so many happy thing is in there and something i cant say but is happy because someone...

haha

and finish there we just take the bus and go back to malaysia .

and today is so tired...~but tq God to gv me this wondeful day ...

i love God ....~